Existential

What is it that keeps us going on?

Is it the curiosity of the next moment?

Or is it the reward we have been dying to achieve?

The springing happiness or the end of sorrow,

The lively smiles of long dead ones!

What is it that makes us live in this orderly chaos?

What is it that we tread on in light when our goals lie in darkness?

Why must we live on terms of other people?

When we are the only ones who know ourselves the most!

What is it that is running in your head right now?

Is it about the Life we live?

Or is it about the Death we desire?

This Goddamned Heat!!!

So the heat seems to be rising here. As I walked in the burning daylight of noon today, with sweat sliding down my ass crack, there seemed to be so many people around that probably were going through the same, but seemed to be perfectly okay with the heat.

Why is this heat burning our skin? Global warming? Or do you think God was freezing up there and probably raised the temperature cause he felt like it?

Either ways its not the guy in the sky who is affected, it's us. It is our skin that develops cancer and our life that melts here. The profuse sweating in my boxers only indicate that the world is fucked. But then again, who knows? We might be just a few years away from the next Ice Age.

Now, if we do face an Ice Age, do you believe that God will ever change thermostat of his heavenly bachelor pad?(I have never heard of God being married. Of course some Hindu Gods are married but there are too many of them and not all the readers will understand the context.)

Speaking of Hinduism, there is a shlok in the Bhagvat Gita:

"Yada Yada Hi Dharmasya, Glanirva Bhavathi Baharatha,

Abhyuthanam Adharmaysya, Tadatamanam Srijami Aham."

"Paritranaya Sadhunam, Vinashaya Cha Dushkritam,

Dharmasansthapanarthaya Sambhavami Yuge-Yuge"

To set it all into basics, God, Lord Vishnu (the protector) always works to bring the world into balance. All his Avatars, have been to set things right, to undo the wrong and restore Dharma. So is this what we are facing now?

To restore the Dharma, we must we face the terrible heat?

Well, simply said, 'As you sow, so shall you reap.' We have raped Mother Earth of her resources and now we face Global Warming as a result of the chaos that is but our own creation.

Now, the question is, will we wipe that sweaty ass of ours and go back to not giving a fuck?

Or will we try to do something. I don't know what I will be doing. I made a blogpost (a pretty long one at that.).

What will you do?

May the Darkness guide you to Your Light!

In the Dead of Night...

It is night time. Dark pitch midnight. Time for the critters and crawlers to rule the land as most of us big people sleep soundly. But what if, just what if you were awake one night, with the courage to walk towards that empty garden near your place? Imagine going there, in the dead of night, with no living organisms other than the viruses and bacteria that infest that land. The grass and trees seem devoid of life in the cold of the pitch black dead night.

And then, from within the darkness, you see a coffin. A coffin, with something in it. No, it isn't your own body, it isn't Dracula or any other vampire. It's just a regular coffin with a bowl full of candy in it.

You ignore the candy obviously, you're not a kid.

You look around the demonic garden with its isolated suffocating aura that seems to get into your head. Your mind begins to wander off into deep thoughts of why and how when suddenly,

A demon eyes you and says, "Come child, we have waited for you."

What would you do....?

Ranting on...

So there is something that is happening in my life, which we all have to suffer through. Exams.Now I did not think I would be ranting so soon, considering just a few days back I had a rant post. But nonetheless, I was going through my notes and I realised that I have so much of hatred here.No don't get me wrong, education is very important, but does it have to be so mundane boring and so fucking irritating. Since childhood we are force-fed this fear of failure so we can try and buckle up to compete with people in doing things that don't even remotely interest us. I mean, I have no clue what I did learning about electronic circuits and the fundamentals of electronics for two years when I know that I'm gonna end up doing something in the arts field.We all suffer because of this farce of an education system.
We MUG up.
We don't learn useful things, we only learn how to score more than other people.
No matter how cheesy-as-fuck 3 Idiots was, it did make sense.
The education system is fucked up. And It isn't anyone else's fault. Its us. We want this corporate monotony in our life. For some godforsaken reason, we're afraid to feel what we should, do what we love and be what we want.It isn't easy doing what you dream to do, but honestly, if you try to move away from the set of ground rules set by some dickhead with a degree, you'll realise that the degree is just a disposable piece of paper with your name on it. It says you completed a course, but what about everything you learnt? Nobody can know unless they know who you are!
As for exams, which is what led me to this rant, they again are a farce. Another mockery to see what you are, make you vulnerable to peer pressure. It is like that quote by Einstein, "Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid."

This is what They are doing to us. We should focus on things that we are good at.

To end this very ambiguous and vague rant, I would like to share a link to one of my favourite songs of all time. 'Sanitarium (Welcome Home)' by Metallica.

Indulgences

There is one thing that we all have in our lives, one thing that we all suffer through. Indulgence. We all indulge in various addictions, big or small, that cause us harm irreparable. Why must we do so? Is the high really that great? Is it worth the million tears that we will never see? Is it worth the suffering we impose on ourselves and our loving spectators who try so firmly to convince us to give up, but fail terribly?

To be true, we are masters of our own lives and we have the right to choose what is good and what is bad for us. But what can it be in that little cancer-stick that attracts such a big crowd of passive suicidal maniacs? Well, I cannot say for I have personally stayed away from these cravings, as much as I can. I won't lie that I haven't given in to these, but yes, I have managed to keep true to myself, not letting them take a hold of me. I have seen many and more fall prey to them. But there are those who are strong enough to refuse the prolonged torture they might have inflicted upon themselves.

Of course, this issue will keep going on for ages and eons to come. It is for you to decide what is right and what is wrong. Be it a mild sugar addiction to a heavy crack craving, it all needs to be kept under check. But this again, is subject to individual perception. Do what the right thing is, or fall deep into the lustful pit of torments. It is up to you. For yourself, and for anyone who you love.

May the Darkness guide you to Your Light!

Random Rant

I'm beginning to feel this blog is going dry. I feel like I'm running out of things to say, things to type. Is this what writer's block feels like? Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I have some other things that are taking up much of my writing time. And I don't know if I can or will be blogging that often. How much can a blog actually be worth? I mean, how many people out there are even reading any of the posts I'm writing? I won't stop blogging, its something that keeps me going.

As for my writing, I am working on some things. Some of those things just mean more to me than others. And hopefully, I will be able to present those things to you soon. Soon, meaning by next year.

Yes, this is very much like a stupid Facebook update most people do. So here is something that you might find interesting. It's about writing. I found it extremely interesting and inspiring. 

May the Darkness guide you to Your Light!

Darkness

There seems to be something off about the world.

Something I can't quite comprehend.

Maybe its just me.

Maybe its just everybody.

Who knows.

We all live in the dark of all things.

Might as well love it there.

Pointless?

It has been quiet for long. Some time has passed since my last write. With the world sticking its eyes out eagerly to see if or not World War Three might happen, it seems that people are finally getting busy in their media driven lives.

But that isn't the point. The point is, so many things have happened in just the past week. And I have been silent to it all? This silence is golden. Spiritual to a level that I cannot express through mere words. It has been a while and things have happened. But how many of us are actually concerned? Are we just living everyday hoping to wake up the next day just so we can catch the latest episode of our Life?

Is it so great of an ignorance on our mind's part that we have chosen to speak silence over voicing out our thoughts

I don't know the point of this post. I honestly don't. I have been stagnant and my mind has drifted into another part of my passion, that I hope will be my best work yet. Till then, think about the pointlessness of this post. And ask yourself, what else can be so pointless as a post posted by some random guy with an internet connection and access to blogger. What can it be?

Life?